*sigh*
I just ate a whole large pizza. Looks like I'll be up for a while, so...
Cougtek said:
If my company ever lift off, I'll send you an employment offer (don't expect it for Christmas).
Thanks Coug. If I suddenly become rich at some point in the future I'll make an investment in your company. Either way, I hope it works out for you. I had considered starting a company at one point, but aside from a little research, I never went anywhere with it.
Sorry to hear you've been through the same sort of stuff jtr. I hope things don't work out the way you fear ... I'm still optimistic that things will improve employment-wise. Oh sure, I doubt they'll be like they were during the dot-com era for at least another 70 years or so (i.e. until people have forgotten the lessons learned during this one) ... but I really don't believe they can stay this bad forever.
Mercutio, I hadn't realized you'd been through all that insanity in the job market. I'm really kind of stunned (I mean in a, how the heck does that happen, kind of way).
Ahh Fushigi ... someone with some optimism. I think. Maybe?
Howell said:
i, have you considered combining your computer interests and geography interests and looking for a job working with GIS software? Maybe sales or support.
(Glad to hear you have some measure of certainty for the short-term at least.) As for me, yes I'd considered geography-related work. The same sort of thing happened though when I sent resumes to geography-oriented companies ... I'd hear nothing at all (or maybe a "don't call us, we'll call" you message).
mubs, you brought to a close really the direction everyone left me headed: "find what you like to do and focus on it. In the long haul, you’ll be better off for it." I have a close friend (months away from completing 8 years of schooling and becoming a doctor) who says almost the exact same thing.
The problem is that I don't know what I want. Or more precisely, I don't feel passionate about anything anymore.
I used to have things I was really passionate about, but it's funny ... having spent several years at university, everything just sort of started to lose its lustre.
That and I'm such an oddball. Even the personality tests I take leave me in weirdo-world. I love technology, but I'm nowhere near as good at learning through "normal" methods it as others are. Then again, given time to learn
hands on and it's a totally different story. Plus, I'm insanely dedicated. Case in point ... I spent just over 13 hours solid at work today. (i.e. no break, not even for food ... restroom maybe once). It's not intentional - I just wind up with a personal goal in mind and I'll pay pretty much any price to achieve it. But then, personal goals are a strange thing with me. I can't just set them on a whim like others seem to. I can't just say, "ok, this is something I'm going to do." It has to have immediate value to myself, or better, meaning or value of any time-frame for others. Otherwise my perspective is there isn't any point in setting the goal.
One thing I have learned this year is that goals or tasks
have to have a genuine, well-defined point for me to be able to put 100% effort into them.
Wow, I'm really tired, and really rambling.
One thought came to my mind yesterday when I was trying to respond to this thread the first time:
He who charts no course, charts a course for mediocrity.
That just came to my mind ... sounds cliched enough that someone else famous has probably already said it. But whatever ... it nicely summarized one of the things that worries me about my life these days. I'm completely adrift. And time isn't slowing down any.