Let me explain the philosophy behind my behavior. I've seen plenty of people dying of cancer and it always was ugly. The common point between all of them was that they kept things inside : anger, grief, fear, etc. Me, I don't keep it inside. I don't have an anger management problem ; I don't manage anger, I exteriorise it. I'll probably die of cancer anyway, but I'm attempting another approach to avoid it.
As for why I'm pissed by so many things, well, I don't believe in life after death and the superior being judging us and everyone given what they ultimately deserve and crap... I believe you live and after you reach 25, your body's and your mind's capabilities diminish gradually up to the point that you finally die and that's it. So fuckers who steal and lie to better themselves on the back of others and are most often never caught infuriate me beyond imagination. Every time I meet one, hear about one, think about one, which is pretty much all the time, I'm pissed. Companies who treat their customers like shit infuriate me. Rich bastards not paying their fair share (and my bills) infuriate me. Lawyers and every damn bastards working in the justice department (what an oxymoron : lawyer and justice) infuriate me. Politicians infuriate me. People driving like asses or without paying attention to others because they either don't care or because their freaking texto messages are SO important to read or write while they are driving infuriate me. Stupid old bitches counting their change and taking their time at the grocery counter despite the a line of people in a hurry behind them infuriate me. I could go on and on and on. You could fill me with Prozac and morphine up to the point I overdose and the second before I'd die, I would still be pissed at the world to no end.